And then they started asking questions... Shows they care right? So its not that bad. Helping me keep my focus right. Some people talk too much though. Sigh... There's still something tugging at the back of my mind... Something I have to deal with. But I'm not ready...

Maybe thats why he doesn't want to take that next step. He's afraid he WON'T be able to get out of it. Cos everything else pales in comparison to the peace. So him and I are running away from the same thing actually. Maybe thats why I wake up so early every morning even though I'm quite tired...

I think I shall deal with it before the camp. I think the prayer is really starting to move things and people which is good! Praise God for that. Have to go buy food later in the afternoon. But I need to prepare worship for the megapraise worship so I shall stop here.